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Name: (~(Lizz/Payne)~)
Birthday: 5/11/1991
Gender: Female


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Expertise: real punk rock (not that ashlee simpson crap). writing poems. being in love with Mike.
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Member Since: 1/21/2005

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Wednesday, June 01, 2005

i am sorry xanga...but i dont hav much time for u in my life anymore. i hate to say, that i am giving into the whore that is myspace. i just cant fight it anymore. i hope u'll still be here for me, xanga, cuz if i ever want to rant....i can only rant to u.

http://myspace.com/lovenot_theloveless

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that's my myspace. i have become a myspace whore.

-lizZ

Currently Playing
From Under the Cork Tree
By Fall Out Boy
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Sunday, May 22, 2005

mental breakdown.
emotional breakdown.
physical breakdown.

i fucking broke down.
Currently Playing
Anthem
By Less Than Jake
-She's Gunna Break Soon
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Wednesday, May 18, 2005

i sold out and got a MySpace. it makes me sad that i sold out. but i'll get over it one day.

"i miss you" isnt enough to describe my need to see you. </3.

im in the finals for the poetry contest @ the my school. the winner will be announced tomorrow. and who ever wins gets $50. yes bitches yes.

-lizZ

 

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sorry emo kiddies (the blog from my MySpace)

i would just like to appologize to all the emo kiddies that i am about to trash. i hope i dont make you cry.

first off, i am tired of boys walking around in pants tighter than mine and eyeliner thicker than mine (which i thought was impossible). listen, i understand that you're upset about ur girlfriend, who is now ur ex girlfriend, because shes a lesbian, because ur penis is too small. but u dont hav to destroy ur freaking vocal chords over it (all u screamo bands!). i am truly sorry that she dumped u for ur sister and now u want to commit suicide. but if u really want to, go for it already and stop wasting pplz time singing about it.

but honestly, cheer up emo kids. life isnt so bad.

Currently Playing
Self Hate Crimes
By Clit 45
-Kids Aren't Allright
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Monday, May 16, 2005

sometimes, i'll put the radio on so i won't think of you.
but then our song will start playing.
and i will start crying.

i will read a book. or do my homework. i listen to music. or anything. to not think of you. and the silence you leave in my head. and the pain in my heart. sometimes it works so well i wont think about you for a whole hour. sometimes it'll work pretty well, and i wont think of you for a half hour. there are times when it almost fails, and every 5 minutes i'm listening for the phone to ring. and then there is the 90% of the time when it just wont work and my wrist starts crying for me.

her: i have something to giv you
him: *laughs* wat is it
her: *turns around. rips something from her chest. turns back around holding out her hand* its my heart. i am giving it to you as a reminder that you will always have it. and you always did. even when you thought you didnt. even when you thought you would never have it again. you will always have it. always.
him: but why would you give it to me on a broken chain?

-lizZ

"Point / Counterpoint" --Streetlight Manifesto

i've got a gun in my hand but that gun won't cock
my finger's on the trigger but that trigger seems locked
i can't stop staring at the tick tock clock
and even if i could i would never give up
with a vest on my chest, a bullet in my lung
i can't believe i'm dying with my song unsung
and if and when i die won't you bury me alone?
because i'll never get to heaven if i'm singing this song:

if there was something wrong would you be oh so strong?
would you do what it takes to move this hollow life along?
i'd like to think i would, you know i'd like to think i would
but i guarantee that what you see is not reality
and every time she makes a point i make a counterpoint
she said it's easy but in the end you'll have no choice
and you know that's only just the way it goes
(you said it right man, that is just the way it goes)
and the days, and the days they seem like forever
and the days, and the days they seem like forever
but forever isn't ever enough
i'd like to sing a song (promise you won't be long)
i'll try not to be long but i don't want to get this story wrong
there was a kid who never cared about the little things
don't even bother 'cause i'm tired and i'm sick of it
and every time she makes a point i'll make a counterpoint
she said it's easy but in the end you'll have no choice
and you know that's only just the way it goes
(you said it right man, that is just the way it goes)

i've got a gun in my hand but that gun won't cock
and my finger's on the trigger but that trigger seems locked
and i can't stop staring at the tick tock clock
and even if i could i would never give up
with a vest on my chest and a bullet in my lung
i can't believe i'm dying with my song unsung
and if and when i die won't you bury me alone?
because i'll never get to heaven if i'm singing this song:

oh, you don't know where i've been
oh, you don't know what i've seen

if i did something right
would you give up this fight?
would you say you were wrong and maybe someone else was kind of right
i'd like to think you would, you know i'd like to think you would
but i can't guarantee that what you get is an apology
jump back to the day we met i never
thought that it would end this way if ever
i let you down i want to ask of you
to take it down a notch and we can talk it on through

and the days, and the days they seem like forever
and the days, and the days they seem like forever
but forever isn't ever enough
i'd like to sing a song (promise you won't be long)
i'll try not to be long but i don't want to get this story wrong
there was a chick who never cared about the little things
don't bother 'cause i still don't give a shit
and every time she makes a point i'll make a counterpoint
she said it's easy but in the end you'll have no choice
and you know that's only just the way it goes
(you said it right man, that is just the way it goes)

i've got a gun in my hand but that gun won't cock
my finger's on the trigger but that trigger seems locked
and i can't stop staring at the tick tock clock
and even if i could i would never give up
with a vest on my chest and a bullet in my lung
i can't believe i'm dying with my song unsung
so if and when i die won't you bury me alone?
because i'll never get to heaven if i'm singing this song:

oh, you don't know where i've been
oh, you don't know what i've seen

so tell me friend: how's it going to end?
when the shit goes down
and there's no one left around to get your back
you'll crack
you'll smile and agree with everything they say
they'll try to tell you that it's all okay
but it's not and you're shot and you're bleeding pretty bad
and you can't stop thinking about the things you never had
like a wife and a kid and the things you never did
you're running around
you're living a life that's empty in the end, my friend
oh, you'll take back all you've said
oh, when the regrets fill your head
trust me i've been there before
i would not wish it upon my greatest enemy
what irony
once friends, but i find: you'll have to learn this lesson on your own

so i waited by the phone but that phone never rang
and i sang so loud so i wouldn't hear the bang
when the bang never came
and i never got the call: fuck it! thank you! i love you all!
some are going to say that we're doomed to repeat
all our past mistakes
great
but that's not me
and even if it was i would always disagree
because in the end i always get the better of me

i've got a gun in my hand but that gun won't cock
my finger's on the trigger but that trigger seems locked
and i can't stop staring at the tick tock clock
and even if i could i would never give up
with a vest on my chest and a bullet in my lung
i can't believe i'm dying with my song unsung
so if and when i die won't you bury me alone?
because i'll never get to heaven if i'm singing this song:

oh, i'll take you where i've been
oh, i'll show you what i've seen

**************

ska is:

~punk for happy kids
~herion for kids who cant afford it
~music to skate to

just start the fucking skank pit already.

Currently Playing
Everything Goes Numb
By Streetlight Manifesto
-Point / Counterpoint
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Thursday, May 12, 2005

relapses make me cry. but they make my wrists cry more.

R.I.P. Sheeba

i got confirmed on Tuesday bitches

yesterday was my birthday bitches. i am finally 14.

u are   b r  e   a    k    i     n     g   my heart. and u dont even know.

-lizZ

*the antiEmo*

Currently Playing
Modern Artillery
By Living End
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